Back
Well, it's been a while since i've posted. i come back in a totally different situation than i left. i left with a girlfreind and thinking that everything would be ok, i come back with a scar but knowing that everything will be ok.
after many months trying to figure out what happend and why, i think that i may have it figure out. She and i had a different concept of Love. her love had conditions, distance being a large factor. my love never had conditions, i loved her the same when i fist met her as the day that she broke it off. I no longer love her, i think it would be cheap and untruthful if i said i did. is this something that certain people are born with? the ability to love unconditionally. i don't know but i do know now that this main difference is why my relationship ended the way it did.
Out of this whole situation i come to know a few things about myself. i will always love unconditionally, though it may hurt in the end. i will never shy away from a relationship, because i have the hope that it will last forever. I never gave up untill she left me no other option, even after that, but that was my decision.
Well, i guess this has been sort of a downer post but its good for me to get these thoughts out of my head and into someone elses. I think i am finally happy again, and ready to move on. anything prior to this would have hurt me even more but, i think the past is done, the future is ahead.
after many months trying to figure out what happend and why, i think that i may have it figure out. She and i had a different concept of Love. her love had conditions, distance being a large factor. my love never had conditions, i loved her the same when i fist met her as the day that she broke it off. I no longer love her, i think it would be cheap and untruthful if i said i did. is this something that certain people are born with? the ability to love unconditionally. i don't know but i do know now that this main difference is why my relationship ended the way it did.
Out of this whole situation i come to know a few things about myself. i will always love unconditionally, though it may hurt in the end. i will never shy away from a relationship, because i have the hope that it will last forever. I never gave up untill she left me no other option, even after that, but that was my decision.
Well, i guess this has been sort of a downer post but its good for me to get these thoughts out of my head and into someone elses. I think i am finally happy again, and ready to move on. anything prior to this would have hurt me even more but, i think the past is done, the future is ahead.