"she's a working class whore"
it's cold outside.
i realize after looking at my english syllabus for the year that i'm not going to have much a social life. instead i'm going spend most of my free time kicking myself in the imaginary junk for ever signing up for all these university courses. yup. i'm going to die. the idea of failing and getting kicked out slash wasting all that money terrifies me. not to mention how hard my parents will take it.
on a happier note i quit my job because i got a new one! i sell hats now. i work at cap connection in the mall, same as emily only she works in a different area. but for the next two weeks i get to train with her which is going to be more fun than i can imagine. i'm really scared though... i've worked at my last job for three years, it was my first job ... leaving it was really nerve racking. plus i'm going to miss my fourteen year olds. caitlin mostly - i feel like i'm abandoning her or something. i wish there was some way to have it all. but i'll still see her. maybe more since i'll be in the mall and she shops... sometimes.