"would rather waste some time with you"

[plunkdafied]

megan and i slept till two in the afternoon today. we woke up in my bed, it was hot and sticky, we looked at each other and just laughed. that was such potent weed ... we slept for about twelve hours straight. that's insane. i woke up and realized chelsea had left, i didn't even hear her get up or anything. i've never slept so sound in my life, the only time i woke up was to my cell phone. apparently i was called eight times and i only woke up for one. my cell phone bills are amazingly high these days. i get too many calls from people i hardly even like. i cleaned my house to make it up to my mom for the late night disturbances all through the week. i haven't slept alone in my bed once this week it's getting crazy. one night it's lisa, the next it's my bestfriend, then jess and christine, megan a couple of times.... fuck i'm going to become dependent on having a body beside each night to be able to sleep. next weekend i'm going camping with my bestfriends to sylvan lake and i think we might drive down to calgary as well which should be fun. i feel like the three of us (trish chels and i) are growing further and further apart as the summer wears on. we haven't done anything just the three of us in months.

i've been seeing so much of lisa these days, everytime someone calls me or talks to me the first thing they ask me is "where's lisa?" - i guess it is because i have been with lisa every day since the summer began. i see her atleast once a day... but that's because we live close to each other and... and she has summer school till one so when i'm not working things just work out like that. everyone else is usually working so i can't hang out with them... meh why am i even trying to justify myself.