Rekindled Interest

[turbo_swami]

I went a long time without having much interest in feederism. A few days ago I saw someone who had a perfectly round belly bulge. She had a thin face and thin arms, but her belly stuck out and teasingly caused her shirt to ride up. She said "my tummy is so full right now." All my sexual desires seemed to rush back after a long period of disinterest. I used to practice celibacy through yoga, mostly as an experiment, an experiment that never provided any beneficial results. I had practiced celibacy and yoga for so long (about six months) that I just stopped thinking about sexual desire. I never thought there was anything wrong with sexual desire, I just wanted to try to experiment.

I am overweight. I used to weigh less. I could hide my belly by sucking it in, but now I'm a little too fat to be able to do that as well. I gained weight while I was a truck driver and most of my pants are a little too tight now. I'm torn between wanting to lose weight and wanting to maintain my weight. My new job is somewhat physically rigourous. I'll probably lose a few pounds from having more activity in my day-to-day routine.

I used to correspond with some people about feederism, but at the moment I don't know anyone who is in to feederism. Feel free to contact me, but type something like "feederism" in the subject box because I delete a lot of e-mail. My e-mail is dr_ninja (at) hotmail (dot) com