Multiple choice question

[plumedepoison]

I want to say to you but I won’t
I want to touch you but I don’t
I just don’t know what to do
Whenever I see you smile

I like your eyes when they stare at me
They talk to me and tell me
All that I thought no one would know
And I want to tell you that it makes me so ---
I just can’t say
I want to tell you, but I won’t

So I sit with you because I don’t have to talk
And despite myself, my fingers try to walk
Because they want to hold you as much as I do
Except that if I did it would tell you, so
I want to touch you but I don’t

And somehow I think you know
And I try harder to hide it so
You won’t think that I have these thoughts about you
I don’t want you to know that I do
And then I end up saying something to hurt you
And I’m sorry
I just don’t know what to do

I don’t know what to think about how I think about you
Even if I flatter myself to think you might think so too
I don’t like not being in control
It’s just not my style
And I wish I didn’t love it
Whenever I see you smile
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OR
"Uh, I guess I apologize" ?