[o15]

[plumchild]

I probably shouldn't have been able to read that private entry that Toushirou wrote. I am kind of glad that I did though but I am disappointed in myself. Have I always been so weak in his eyes? I do not want to be weak in his eyes. Why can't he just look past my weakness and ignore it? He should be used to it by now! We have known each other for about fifteen years now.

I guess I am wondering why he still worries about me so much. He knows me too well, he knows when I am going to break. If he knows that, does that mean he is going to be there for me when I fall?

I feel like doing something. Is anyone up for hanging out with me? I know, it is random...