Jun 07, 2010 19:33
I was just putting up my badminton team photo on my wall, and I realized how ironic it was for me to finally start decorating the walls of this room my senior year after having lived here for a decade. I'm going to be out of here in three and a half months. Honestly, I am afraid. I fear being homesick and incapable of taking care of myself. I fear awful roommates that take advantage of me and treat me like shit. I fear not being up to college standards and failing my classes. I fear being away from my significant other. I fear closing myself off to escape the fears I have. I fear freedom.
I know, however, that fears must be faced to grow. So let them come.