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SUMMER 2005
Have you...
had a party? nooope
gone to a party? in fact I have
spent the night with someone? Well I spent a month with 11 lovely ladies, and various people since then
laughed until your stomach hurt? many, many a times
laughed until you almost peed your pants? see above
gone on a vacation? NO-CO 2005 yeeeeeeeah
went to a camp? have you read my last entries?
swam? I braved the NO CO oceans
went to the movies? indeed
gone shopping? Just today actaully
gotten freakishly bored? sadly yes
have you gotten sun burned yet? thank you Katharine for not putting enough sun block on my back.
made a bonfire? Tried to, on the beaches of North Carolina. and then the wilderness lady came and helped us
been outside during a lightning storm? until Jennie Quinn yelled at me
been to another state? South Jerzzzzzz, No Co (and all the various states we had to drive through to get there)
been to another country? nope
changed something about your appearance? i grew 1/8 of an inch
been to the the hospital with an injury? yes. i popped a tendon in my ankle, but I didn't go to the hospital until a week after it was hurt
commited a crime/broken the law? what was the question?
had a girlfriend or boyfriend? yes, because that kind of wonderful stuff always happens to me
dumped a girlfriend or boyfriend? TONS. no. I have not had or dumped a boyfriend this summer.
kissed someone? when did the summer offically begin?
had a memorable moment? more then I can count
had a horrible moment? Yes, but only a select few
made new friends? tis true
missed a friend? sevral
slept under the stars? cat napped.
thought about school? not going to lie. yes.
been to the beach? avalon annnnnnnnnnnnd no co annnnnnnnnnnnnnd LBI way at the beginning of the summer with Katharine and Michelle
thought about a special someone? yes. yes I have.
so this is really it. The summer is slowly comming to a close. It was wonderful, and seemed so long. But now that it's over i really can't belive it. It's been quite the rollercoaster and I've discovered new things about myself. I'm not a changed person, just revamped. I've been put to the test so many times, I've really found that I can easilly exced the boundries that I had set for myself. I have made new limits for myself, and I am ready to test them, and go beyond. I've learned how focused I can be when I want to... I just need this drive to carry over into the school year. I know what I am going to focus on this year. and I will not spred myself too thin. It will be busy though:
- HTC: my life. I am going to dedicate myself to that company this year. It means so much to me
- Student Council: I really want to bring some spirit back into school. Not like "rah rah Harriton" more like "okay, maybe this place isn't as bad as I thought"
- Class Officerness: Sammie and I have to plan Silent Acution and Junior Prom annnnd the golf outing. As long as I'm orginized I should be fine
- Speech Team: once I find a monologe I should be set... not to worried about all that
- and finally School in general. I have to do well this year. GPA needs to be brought up. This isn't overacheiver Rachael talking. this is reality you want to be able to get into a college of your choice Rachael talking
ha, and then there's the PSSA's and the PSATs and the SATs and the SAT IIs etc.
I can do it though. I really can. I've got good friends and and two nagging parents to keep me on track.
but back to summer. It was a wonderful one. I couldn't of asked for a better anything. And this week still brings wonderful times. New York with Jackie on Thursday. The Gayman's farm on Sunday (and there's that boy...), Freshman orientation tomorrow. busy busy busyish.
so basicly what I am trying to say is this:
.summer.2005.rip.
you were better to me then you could have ever known.
and to end this i leave you with a picture that sums up the summer for me:
sidharth. Maybe I never sat at his table: but his name is still music to my ears.
okay and maybe one more:
the feeling at the end of As Fate Would Have It was like non other.
*fin*