Jul 23, 2008 08:55
It has been really busy recently
So many messes all over the boy's dormitories and a partially destroyed office
On the plus side
there will be a race soon
I look forward to being able to watch it
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Student Ionia made me start processing some things I had not processed before
I am still unsure as to what my dreams truly are
All I am aware of is that I want to move up to the top of the Chibi-Ranking
But
is there something else I want?
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I do not know what I want
I processed it for a long time
I have purpose and I am content with it
But
why do I feel I am not processing something important?
What could it be?
What do I not have that others do?
Maybe it is just a voice? No
I am happy without a voice
I have friends
Family?
Telly-Vision is my family
Then
what am I missing?
Perhaps I require counseling?
But how would I be counseled without a way to voice my thoughts?
I am
confused
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I am going to dump more data-files online soon
I felt better last time I did it
telly-vision,
missing,
ionia,
cleaning