Fucking Bullshit.
I had an episode today. I picked up a complete arm from an OR. I made it from the OR to the gross room and lost it there. One of PA's took care of me and I explained to her what happened. She really was interested in knowing that I was going to be okay. I powered through it and assisted my trainer on the collection from the arm.
My trainer left and I cleaned up and returned to the office. I explained to her what happened and how I was going to work through it if it happened again. All she cared about was the fact that I had lost it in the gross room and how the reputation of the tissue bank was damaged because any loss in confidence of me reflected on a loss of confidence in the tissue bank and she was going to report the incident to our boss. It was the Army all over again.
Not word one about how I was feeling, was I going to be okay, would I like to take the rest of the day off or any sympathy or any acknowledgement of how I was affected. Just that I lost face in the gross room and was I going to do this sort of behavior again.
Fuck her and her fucking requirement to work here for at least a year. If I am that disposable in her eyes then I am going to look for another job. She just lost any currency and confidence I had. Whatever bullshit she is harboring she can fucking just deal. I will work here but I am hitting the pavement again.
I just called the job that I thought was a trap back and I hope that they have an interview time open tomorrow or next week.
My trainer left and I cleaned up and returned to the office. I explained to her what happened and how I was going to work through it if it happened again. All she cared about was the fact that I had lost it in the gross room and how the reputation of the tissue bank was damaged because any loss in confidence of me reflected on a loss of confidence in the tissue bank and she was going to report the incident to our boss. It was the Army all over again.
Not word one about how I was feeling, was I going to be okay, would I like to take the rest of the day off or any sympathy or any acknowledgement of how I was affected. Just that I lost face in the gross room and was I going to do this sort of behavior again.
Fuck her and her fucking requirement to work here for at least a year. If I am that disposable in her eyes then I am going to look for another job. She just lost any currency and confidence I had. Whatever bullshit she is harboring she can fucking just deal. I will work here but I am hitting the pavement again.
I just called the job that I thought was a trap back and I hope that they have an interview time open tomorrow or next week.