Sep 28, 2009 23:11
so now that I was done with females it seems they are oh so eager to be with me. it makes no sense. I'm not kidding i just don't get it. There is Heidi, Samantha, Brianna, Ali, and a girl at work wants to set me up with one of her friends. What the hell? now granted I'm only guessing on Ali but every time i see that little smile i just can't help but think she likes me. I'm just at a loss of what to do. Cause Bri and I aren't together, and she lives in Minnesota. But I know and she knows that we are both interested in each other. It's so hard to figure out if I actually like someone, or if I like the idea of being liked so much. But the thing is that I don't want to lead people on and I don't want to hurt anyone. I just don't know how to handle this now that i'm actually getting attention. It seems like I'm losing either way. Once again I just don't know what to do...