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well i guess change is good.....i dont know.....in the past 8 months my life has changed so much......its so crazy.....sometimes almost scary......so many good and bad things but mostly good....Eon is the best boyfriend in the world...i love him more then anything...hes my bestfriend....its just crazy to me....i love how i feel with him,just knowing how much he cares...and i love that he lets me know it all the time just by little things.....a simple message when he knows im working just to tell me he misses me....ive never had that...ive never had a relationship that was 50/50....i can tell him anything i want to and i dont feel stupid....i can act totally dumb around him and he just laughs with me....i love that about him...i love so much about him...we dont fight alot and if i get mad at him he knows and makes me talk about it...or if he gets mad at me we can talk about things....when we fight or argue its not like a fuck you its like ok how can we change this how can we make it right and i wouldnt change that.....he knows when im having a good day or an off day.....and he always tries to make it better....i love that if he has a bad day that i can put him in a good mood just by giving him a hug and being there.....i can honestly say ive never been so sure about anything or anyone ever....but,Eon,yeah this is the real deal...i know it.....i hope all of our plans work out....if they dont i know i will be able to say that it was a truly amazing experience.....and i would do it all over again....ok this is like one of those posts that no one reads bc they dont care and its long and boring and blah blah blah!!!!ok thats all for now.....