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lately i have been slowly changing the way i feel about alot of things.....i dont believe in things that i felt so strongly about in the past....its weird.....

its odd....

im so tired of eveything and i say this alot but never do anything about it.....

life is hard....i dont like it at all

why cant it just be simple and easy.....i want so badly to just give up...throw everything away....it would be so much easier to run

ive stoped caring about alot of things too....

i have a mojor descion to make in the next couple of days and i dont know if i can.....and i dont know if i want to make it.....

hummmmmmm