...when i should be sleeping

[plizzle]

so apparently all my friends (those who were on opendiary) have all fled to here. now i can't decide if i want to make the effort to find/friend/etc them. i mean, are we even still friends? i don't even know. and i don't even know if i want to make the effort, b/c they don't seem to want to either. but in truth, who could blame them-- sure they're busy, w/ marching band, ra-ing, gaming, etc. why would you want to keep ties w/ someone who you were never really close to but just associated w/ only through others?

there are only two ppl from home that are dear to me...there are others but they're a drive away when they're not at school. others i wonder if they ever think of me, what i've become, what i've made of myself, what will i be, and if i'm still breathing.

and fyi, i'm breathing :o)