MAYBE WRITING

Jun 11, 2011 04:31

I  honest  to  god  do  not  know  what  to  post  here, but I am seriously considering my writing. IDK, I JUST KIND OF WANT IT SOMEWHERE OTHER THAN MY PHONE/COMPUTER??? But, idk, man. That's kind of awkward. I.... never really wrote other for than assignments at school,  but those were all SRS BUSINESS BS-ed shits of writing, y'know? AND WHAT IF I REALLY SUCK ASS AND YOU GUYS SEE. I  DO  NOT  WANT  YOU  KNOWING  HOW  MUCH  I  SUCK. //would feel ashamed forever if you knew how much I did

I was thinking of also putting it on FFN first, but.... there is kind of...... you can have really shitty writing and people will be all "OH WOW. THAT IS SO AMAZING. MORE. MORE. PR0NZ WAS HOT MORE." So, eeeeegh. But I guess you have to start somewhere...? But I just feel like I'm making excuses so I can suck. I do definitely know I'm better at writing than a lot of people at writing there , but it still feels.... crappy. IDK. I'M NOT GOOD AR EXPLAINING HOW I FEEL SINCE I GENERALLY JUST DO NOT GIVE A SHIT ABOUT MOST THINGS. //I don't know my own feelings, hi

I JUST DON'T WANT THIS LJ TO TURN INTO A RANTING PLACE, SEEING HOW I RANT.... NO WHERE. IF I DO, HARDLY, AND IT'S NOTHING BIG. And people gotta let it out somewhere... But then again, I'm not a very ranty person. //sucks it up

BUT AT LEAST I KNOW THE DIFFERENCE

BETWEEN DEFINITELY AND DEFIANTLY.

talking

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