I'm losing it.
Sometimes I just need a break... I'm frazzled right now. I think I'm going to do something stupid like I did before. I'm not even sure what to think. It's weird to think what my life has come to... pure insanity.
I guess I just don't want it to be like this anymore, it shouldn't be like this really. I have a lot to think about and, like always, a lot to figure out. It seems like everytime I think I have it all figured out, it all just falls back down again. I just need a back rub and a big hug.
So, lately, just a lot of work and sleep and come to think of it, it is two in the morning and I think I'm going to get going to get some of that sleep. My body is exhausted from nothing and it's weird.
Graduation is less than a week away. I got honors for 3.0 and above. :o) [such a bad kid, right dad?] Sometimes I feel trying as hard as I can just isn't enough. Who knows if I'll have a open house, count on me not because my parents are suck faces, but, really, it doesn't matter. I'm going to bed... sleep away all these feelings and I'll catch all of you at K-mart tomorrow, on memorial day. Goodnight. I love you <3. Stacy.
I guess I just don't want it to be like this anymore, it shouldn't be like this really. I have a lot to think about and, like always, a lot to figure out. It seems like everytime I think I have it all figured out, it all just falls back down again. I just need a back rub and a big hug.
So, lately, just a lot of work and sleep and come to think of it, it is two in the morning and I think I'm going to get going to get some of that sleep. My body is exhausted from nothing and it's weird.
Graduation is less than a week away. I got honors for 3.0 and above. :o) [such a bad kid, right dad?] Sometimes I feel trying as hard as I can just isn't enough. Who knows if I'll have a open house, count on me not because my parents are suck faces, but, really, it doesn't matter. I'm going to bed... sleep away all these feelings and I'll catch all of you at K-mart tomorrow, on memorial day. Goodnight. I love you <3. Stacy.