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damn, just when things started to go good, they go to shit. so much crap has happend. to give yall the short version, my dad through me out of the house after yelling at my for like 3 or 4 hours, then just last night i got in an arguement with my mom so she called my dad and told him to come pick me up because she didnt want to deal with me. now isnt that stupid she sends me with the guy that just two days ago kicked me out. it would have really sucked if he had kicked me out again cuz then i dont know where i would have gone, especially cuz chrissy's out of town and all of my other close friends r guys and i dont think that there parents would let me. oh well. today was a little better i guess. did yall ever do something u thought was right at the time but then when something happends and u realize u need that person u completely regret it? well i did and it took me til last night we i was layin in bed cryin to realize it. he was the one person i let get that close to me, i wanted to trust him and to tell him everything, but know that i think i can and i really want to tell him everything, hes with someone else, he loves her and she loves him. i guess thats just how it all works right? oh well maybe things will work that way with andy... i doubt it because i dont think he likes me that much but oh well. thats all i gots to say for now laterz!