Aug 12, 2004 22:24
Uhm. I was nice. On the phone with Eva. I was compassionate. I honestly tried my goddamned best (which is hard for me, because I'm not really a nice person) to be nice. She hangs up on me after I snap at her when she starts yelling at me for being a fucking bitch and all that. Here is the email I just got.
who do you think yuo are, my mother? youre supposed to be my best friend and all you do is go off on this thing about how i'm hooking up with a 17 year old and how it worries you. how it might make people think wrong things about me. how older guys can get scummy sometimes. i can make my own choices, thanks. i'm almost fourteen. i don't need you to look out for me. i don't need you to critcize me. best friends are supposed to be there for eachother, not say mean things about who their friend hooked up with. it's like you think i'm some kind of slut. you you INSINUATED that i was a slut about ten times. you need to stop fucking thinking things like that about me! you know how much you hurt me? you're a fucking bad friend most of the time. and you also mentioned a couple of other people like dan & seth...that i hooked up with...yeah. you should stop talking about stuff like that. acting like im a fucking slut. when you said "i'm really not trying to be mean BUT i wouldn't have made some of the decisions you've made"...no, you make worse ones. and then when i started to DEFEND myself you said "do you even know if that guy LIKES you!?" so i hung the fuck up.
what kind of best friend does that? YOU.
you tell ME i make bad decisions. YOU, who got dumped, 4 days after got to second base with her ex from december 2002 and a few days after THAT went to camp and hooked up with aaron. like who are you calling a slut? not like boys even like you, they just want easy ass where they can get it, namely, YOU. you're not even pretty, you're FAT and you have a huge ass, the only fucking thing you have going for you is your big fucking boobs. and that's all guys care about in you. you're a fucking bitch, too. i don't see why anyone likes you. people think you're a good friend and then BAM you prove everyone wrong. no WONDER joey doesn't like you anymore. i'm surprsie he did in the first place. do you notice, every time, that after you guys hook up he stops liking you? slam, bam, thank you maam.
i think you're JEALOUS of the fact that at least a hot 17 year old will hook up with me, and LIKES me. not like you'll be able to get ANYone this year. i kind of feel bad for you. soon, big boobs won't be enough to make up for everything else missing.
BFFAEAEAEAEAEAEAEAEAE!!!!
Eva.
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Er, on a pathetic note, I was going to post pictures, because I luff pictures...but uhm, as a result of this email, I feel rather fat slutty oogly....let's leave it at *inadequate*.
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