(no subject)
tonight i spent time staring at the size 72 cursor on my computer screen after typing a distant but achievable goal of mine.
i stared at it for what didn't seem like 20 minutes trying to figure out how to make is dissapear or stop blinking.
naturally, nonsense irritants like these stress me out.
unintentionally i clicked outside of the white box that it was occupying and it stopped.
i tend to focus too hard on the little things only i notice, the things that "don't matter", and therefore never let myself figure out any solution to my problem.
but it matters to me.
i guess the first story is slightly incongruous to the problem i'm relating it to.
i stared at it for what didn't seem like 20 minutes trying to figure out how to make is dissapear or stop blinking.
naturally, nonsense irritants like these stress me out.
unintentionally i clicked outside of the white box that it was occupying and it stopped.
i tend to focus too hard on the little things only i notice, the things that "don't matter", and therefore never let myself figure out any solution to my problem.
but it matters to me.
i guess the first story is slightly incongruous to the problem i'm relating it to.