Fending Off Depression
I've gotten really good at staying more in the present moment because when I start thinking of what's happened in the past and what will happen in the future, I start feeling the weight of depression trying to settle in on my shoulders.
I look at my two cats and think about how much I love them and how they make me happy, only to think about losing my youngest cat soon (she had breast cancer, we removed one row of her nipples, and the cancer spread to under her arm) and how my oldest cat is also seeming to lose steam.
It's hard, but I'm doing my best to hold up despite the circumstances.
*sighs*
I look at my two cats and think about how much I love them and how they make me happy, only to think about losing my youngest cat soon (she had breast cancer, we removed one row of her nipples, and the cancer spread to under her arm) and how my oldest cat is also seeming to lose steam.
It's hard, but I'm doing my best to hold up despite the circumstances.
*sighs*