this is the time to remember
i'm at jackie's house right now. my braces really really kill.
this morning i got up at EIGHT and got ready and picked up jackie at 9ish and we drove to my orthodontist in miami..THEY KILLED ME. ow ow ow. then we went to aventura mall.
i feel really bad about myself right now. (please, no one comment saying anything about this because it doesnt help) but i feel extremely fat and i cant take it because i dont have enough control to do anything about it...i eat badly and dont really exercise. my size is slowly going up and i feel like im squeezing into all my clothes.
i really want to loose 20 lbs. that would make me feel SO much better about myself. just,going to the mall and trying on clothes... wouldnt feel fat in anything.
my goal for the rest of the summer is to loose 15-20 lbs before school. i also am thinking about getting my hair highlighted a very suddle dark blonde...i want it to look really naturally though so i wont get that many pieces done.
i got a lot of stuff at the mall...2 skirts and 2 shirts from abercrombie....a shirt from pacific sunwear...foundation and lip gloss from hard candy and clinique.
we are getting ready to go out to the oasis and just hang out..relax..whatever.
i was going to go with alex to sleepover jeremy's house but the plans got screwed up because of my mom, damnit..
i'll update later.
Amy Michelle <3
this morning i got up at EIGHT and got ready and picked up jackie at 9ish and we drove to my orthodontist in miami..THEY KILLED ME. ow ow ow. then we went to aventura mall.
i feel really bad about myself right now. (please, no one comment saying anything about this because it doesnt help) but i feel extremely fat and i cant take it because i dont have enough control to do anything about it...i eat badly and dont really exercise. my size is slowly going up and i feel like im squeezing into all my clothes.
i really want to loose 20 lbs. that would make me feel SO much better about myself. just,going to the mall and trying on clothes... wouldnt feel fat in anything.
my goal for the rest of the summer is to loose 15-20 lbs before school. i also am thinking about getting my hair highlighted a very suddle dark blonde...i want it to look really naturally though so i wont get that many pieces done.
i got a lot of stuff at the mall...2 skirts and 2 shirts from abercrombie....a shirt from pacific sunwear...foundation and lip gloss from hard candy and clinique.
we are getting ready to go out to the oasis and just hang out..relax..whatever.
i was going to go with alex to sleepover jeremy's house but the plans got screwed up because of my mom, damnit..
i'll update later.
Amy Michelle <3