i shouldve gone about it in a better way.
i fuct up.
but i wanted this to go more smoothly.
i want it to be over with, but i want to let him go gently. I cant stand unneccessary animosity...isnt all animosity unneccessary?
i am a stupid girl.
i am not in love with him, but i love him. he is young, and he will understand when he grows. i cannot feel tied down. i cannot. i wont-and what's worse, tied down for someone who does not inspire me.
it is not your job to do so, but it would be such a wonderful life if we could feed from each other's light occasionally...but you only feed from me and have nothing to give in return. you are such a silly child.
you do not need me.
i shouldnt have done what i did. silly stupid girl.
but i wanted this to go more smoothly.
i want it to be over with, but i want to let him go gently. I cant stand unneccessary animosity...isnt all animosity unneccessary?
i am a stupid girl.
i am not in love with him, but i love him. he is young, and he will understand when he grows. i cannot feel tied down. i cannot. i wont-and what's worse, tied down for someone who does not inspire me.
it is not your job to do so, but it would be such a wonderful life if we could feed from each other's light occasionally...but you only feed from me and have nothing to give in return. you are such a silly child.
you do not need me.
i shouldnt have done what i did. silly stupid girl.