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Days like this are peaceful and slow. I don't know if it's painful or slow. I need motivation so badly. I remember how we used to say we'd promote tgthr and take As tgthr and all that shit. Seems so far away now. But that isn't the point. My mind's so weak I can fuck it anywhere. Things are going downdowndown, No point hiding it anymore.
I'm praying for a blast on New year's eve so I can get wasted and mentally kill myself. Like a small flame you need to extinguish it completely to feel the cold, painful darkness.
But hey somebody made my night, all right (K) heehee :)
Tomorrow will be better.
Give up.