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You started it, you end it. I am cold and unbothered, heartless and scary.
Stick and stones may break my bones, but your words will never touch me.
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Sometimes I forget what it's like to be really fake, to hide your agenda and to execute the daylights out of yourself. I have been too transparent. It's not good. I don't like it, I don't like to be readable.
Anyway training starts tomorrow, I can't wait to play!! Omg I will be laughing at myself no kidding. These few days I haven't been studying successfully :( It feels feel without any dancing, I keep listening to the songs and bobbing my head along with them. I feel so obsessed with my weight I can just strangle myself. I'm gna be fat and disgusting by January GAH. Okay, I am gna start swimming and running.
I realized my body takes months to recover from a wound/cut/bruise. It's highly annoying, I think it's because I don't take in enough nutrients. Irregular meals, skipped meals, small meals, close-to-non-existent meals.
Yeah no wonder.