I'm starting to think I'm a bitter person...

Mar 01, 2005 23:03

I've came to the conclusion that life hates me, and people hate me. Well, personally i couldn't care less about stupid people. I give up on everything because nothing is worth it. The only reason I do stay alive is to prove people wrong and show them that i can survive. I will remain strong, and will never let someone make me weak again, and I will not be hurt anymore.
Friday is my birthday, and do you know what that means? 16 pointless years of nothing. 16 years of nothing happy. Yeah so maybe I have been happy, but something always happens that is a result of that happy thing and screws up the happy thing and it doesn't seem so happy anymore. That's life for ya. Let me warn you now, Anti-depressants suck! they don't work! Life sucks and no pill will make it better.
Sometimes it just seems that I'm sitting on the outside looking in, and all the people that go by are happy and grinning, and on the inside I am laughing about it because you know what? No one is truely happy! NO ONE! You may have your moment right now that you are happy, but trust me Fate and life will combine to kick your ass and take it all away, and i will be the bitter, angry bitch laughing because i warned you and you didn't listen.
Well Have fun and enjoy life...while you can. Life will get to you eventually. I've had my turn, 16 years of it, so maybe you will get it now.

Love,
Kim
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