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"i'm happy but i don't enjoy it?" i'm flipping my shit man...i don't know what i'm working for, i don't know where my efforts are going...my head is definitely as my grandpa would always say, missing a screw. definitely not on there secure. it's about to fall off at some point here if i keep at it. i don't know why i'm dangling this in front of me like a treat in front of a cat. i just don't understand and we're all now at the age where no one can make your decisions for you :( heavy, much too heavy for my little body. goh.