if I gave and prayed and asked for more mercy in me than pain received...
In the last week:
I have worked 51 hours
It's been confessed that someone loves me, and I love them in return
I've dyed my hair
I went to the library
I spent $64 on a pair of shoes I don't like
I started the day off by meditating twice.
In the last 24 hours:
I haven't slept
I ate cake in the shape of a wang
I swam for the first time in about two years (glorious, except for the chlorine up the nose)
I heckled the umpire through the television screen
I screamed curses on the side of the highway as loud as I could, at 4:30am, until my voice broke
I have had someone hurt me so profoundly that I still feel sick, dizzy, and stunned more than fifteen hours later
I poured coke over the hood of a car and inside the windshield wipers and wrote 'thanks for the ride, asshole!' in the dew on the windshield glass. I was a touch upset.
In the last few hours:
I chased Oliver around yelling 'roar!' and tackled him, then tickled the bejesus out of him
I realized that I haven't eaten all day
I took a quick shower and did some mild primping
I called someone to come over and have 'a talk' that is sure to be emotional and uncomfortable- water proof mascara was put as a safety precaution
I got off work early (only put in ten hours) by telling my bosslady the truth about how I felt, and was thus pitied.
I realized how little I talk to Sara anymore and have been itching to call her, but.. I don't want to start crying again. Hopefully she'll read this and call me when she isn't busy.
My heart hurts, my stomach feels like the bottom is gone and it's made solely of aches and pains, and my ego has been kicked in profoundly. I've been crying all day, randomly. I need to get a hold on this, and I need to stop seeing the same things every time I close my eyes.
I have worked 51 hours
It's been confessed that someone loves me, and I love them in return
I've dyed my hair
I went to the library
I spent $64 on a pair of shoes I don't like
I started the day off by meditating twice.
In the last 24 hours:
I haven't slept
I ate cake in the shape of a wang
I swam for the first time in about two years (glorious, except for the chlorine up the nose)
I heckled the umpire through the television screen
I screamed curses on the side of the highway as loud as I could, at 4:30am, until my voice broke
I have had someone hurt me so profoundly that I still feel sick, dizzy, and stunned more than fifteen hours later
I poured coke over the hood of a car and inside the windshield wipers and wrote 'thanks for the ride, asshole!' in the dew on the windshield glass. I was a touch upset.
In the last few hours:
I chased Oliver around yelling 'roar!' and tackled him, then tickled the bejesus out of him
I realized that I haven't eaten all day
I took a quick shower and did some mild primping
I called someone to come over and have 'a talk' that is sure to be emotional and uncomfortable- water proof mascara was put as a safety precaution
I got off work early (only put in ten hours) by telling my bosslady the truth about how I felt, and was thus pitied.
I realized how little I talk to Sara anymore and have been itching to call her, but.. I don't want to start crying again. Hopefully she'll read this and call me when she isn't busy.
My heart hurts, my stomach feels like the bottom is gone and it's made solely of aches and pains, and my ego has been kicked in profoundly. I've been crying all day, randomly. I need to get a hold on this, and I need to stop seeing the same things every time I close my eyes.