entry seventy: power.

Aug 22, 2010 03:06

Seriously, let's get on with what we're supposed to be doing. I'm not standing by and listening to all of that and just shrugging my shoulders ( Read more... )

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even though she died after being SHOT IN THE NECK creatingalegacy August 22 2010, 02:11:53 UTC
"The instant power over life and death?" Guns don't give you that.

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pleasesmirk August 22 2010, 02:15:24 UTC
That's what it feels like.

It feels like an assassin's dream. Inelegant, perhaps, but effective. Brutally so. Pull the trigger, don't think... it's why I hated them, but now I have it in my own hand... it's powerful.

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creatingalegacy August 22 2010, 02:19:18 UTC
You have no idea what that power really feels like. A gun is just a weapon, a stupid killing device. What you think you're feeling comes from something more.

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pleasesmirk August 22 2010, 02:23:15 UTC
Oh, I've had power. I've had authority, but this is something purer. The ability to end a life just by a split second decision. It's not a political decision, it's not just a device. It has an almost magical quality to it, the way this feels. I could take down a wizard with this. My authority could never do that.

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creatingalegacy August 22 2010, 02:25:42 UTC
You don't get it. You never will.

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pleasesmirk August 22 2010, 02:30:54 UTC
Or maybe you don't. Maybe you just take these 'killing machines' for granted. Maybe you're looking for power that's far too complicated. This is pure, brute, force.

And it's freedom. Everyone's equal with one of these in their hands. Everyone's a killer waiting to happen.

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