Lost in the daze of employment
Hey I havent updated for quite a while I dunno why today should be different nothing exciting is happening. Get Up Kids last night was excellante Recover was good tune I didnt know who they were until they played thier song on the Take Action! cd that Beth got me for christmas. I am in such a neutral mood right now I dunno its wierd its like I wanna be happy or be sad for something just to know exactly how I feel. Work is blowing right now as there is nothing to do I just sit here and do nothing until a customer comes in and thats in about 15 minute intervels. I have such a love/hate relationship with this sappy music I mean I wish I could relate with the lyrics in the love sence and how passionite it sounds but its always depressing music about the loss of that...sometimes I wish I could feel like that even if it was to lose it. As of right now I wish I wasn't talking outta my ass but for now its the only way for me to in some way understand my thoughts at the moment seeing them in ink (or on a computer) then bottled up in my head. I doubt anyone misses my retarded posts but I think I will be posting more often. Until then
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