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Just when I think the web I weave couldn't get anymore complicated. It does.
I'm going to counseling, no doubt.
I don't know how I do it. But I know that I perpetuate these things.
Never said it was going to be easy.
I just want to be happy, am I really wrong for chasing that? Or do I so clearly bark up the wrong trees? (More like the wrong trees bark up me...)
I sound like I'm whining. Yeesh.
There's so many things I've held in, holding in. And no where for them to go.
On a side note, I don't feel so unique in my complex situation(s), Tara and I deduce there could be something in my genetics. Why, you ask? Because for the very first time my brother brought home a girl a few nights ago. Yay! What's the catch? She's MY AGE (haha, I don't discriminate) and ENGAGED.
Hahahahahahaha. Oh brother, indeed.
I'm going to counseling, no doubt.
I don't know how I do it. But I know that I perpetuate these things.
Never said it was going to be easy.
I just want to be happy, am I really wrong for chasing that? Or do I so clearly bark up the wrong trees? (More like the wrong trees bark up me...)
I sound like I'm whining. Yeesh.
There's so many things I've held in, holding in. And no where for them to go.
On a side note, I don't feel so unique in my complex situation(s), Tara and I deduce there could be something in my genetics. Why, you ask? Because for the very first time my brother brought home a girl a few nights ago. Yay! What's the catch? She's MY AGE (haha, I don't discriminate) and ENGAGED.
Hahahahahahaha. Oh brother, indeed.