burnt
out...
So much is changing so fast. With starting Rutgers and leaving work.
So much has gone wrong in one week. I got another ticket. My parents really hate my guts for that.
I'm ok.
I just don't feel like I'm on solid ground.
I'm not worried about school, I'm anxious about starting it, and dreading the hours of reading ahead.
I'm sad that I'm leaving work, but I know, and have known that there is no way I could juggle both, even if the time slots did work. It's just been my home away from home for 3 years. It's somewhere comfortable and familiar to me, and it won't be anymore. I keep thinking I could go back like in the summer, even as a sales associate, but I bet it won't be the same.
I went as far as I could down that road, and I keep telling myself it's time to move on.
It also doesn't help that I'm in a financial crisis, but whenever am I not?
This summer was great, and that's that.
So much is changing so fast. With starting Rutgers and leaving work.
So much has gone wrong in one week. I got another ticket. My parents really hate my guts for that.
I'm ok.
I just don't feel like I'm on solid ground.
I'm not worried about school, I'm anxious about starting it, and dreading the hours of reading ahead.
I'm sad that I'm leaving work, but I know, and have known that there is no way I could juggle both, even if the time slots did work. It's just been my home away from home for 3 years. It's somewhere comfortable and familiar to me, and it won't be anymore. I keep thinking I could go back like in the summer, even as a sales associate, but I bet it won't be the same.
I went as far as I could down that road, and I keep telling myself it's time to move on.
It also doesn't help that I'm in a financial crisis, but whenever am I not?
This summer was great, and that's that.