False Hope

[pleasefindme]

Sometimes I wonder if what I am going after is really something that is going to be beneficial for me because right now i am not sure what i am feeling. Friday night I met this guy over ther internet in person, was kinda nerve racking but I was cool with it. We went to the Kemah Boardwalk and chilled for about two hours which was majorly kick ass. Then Saturday morning i went over to his house and we layed in bed together peacefully and theres some details being left out here intentionally. I also went back last night and we watched 2 movies and then did some of those purposely left out things. Now at the end of the night I asked him when do i get to consider him my boyfriend and he said after dinner with my parents. Now I guess i am nervous. It has been so long since I had a boyfriend I dont want to screw it up if I even have a chance but it also kinda feels like I have moved to fast. I am just not sure what to do however it is nice to be involved with an older guy than a younger one at least at my age.

That is basically the summary of my relationship life, theres alot more to it here lately. As most of you know I have already started school at MTI (Micro Computer Technical Institute) and the classes are great. The only problem I seem to be having is with the people from Co.S.T. from High School.
See I was suppose to run a tournament for them but because everyone hates me I am stepping down. So for those of you who are in COST that are reading this I will not be involved in the tournament.

Other than that life has been a drag...