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Was able to get through the weekend without seeing anyone negative. It was so great to see L--I didn't realise how MUCH I missed her until I saw her on Sunday. And then A and I went to Cville on Saturday, which was a lot of fun. I bought some great summer clothes and shoes, which I really needed. And I got this fabulous Brandi Carlile CD that I'm listening to right now. It's my new favourite. I'm so glad that have 88.1 to introduce me to all these great new people. If I move, I'll have to listen to it online all the time.
I saw the movie Cache at the Visulite on Sunday. I absolutely loved it, but A hated it. It has a very "huh?!" ending, but it was so beautiful. It was so perplexing. The actors were phenomenal. I feel like I understood the movie. It didn't end with everything resolved, but there was at least a point to it. You understood why the people were going through what they did. Not like "Broken Flowers," where it ended and you were left wondering what the hell the point of all of it was. Plus I guess I'm biased towards French movies. Even though I speak it, I think it sounds so wonderful. It's so beautiful. I mean, when they're arguing, the tone is harsh, but the words are lyrical. It's an alluring combination.
Ooh, I've just been IMing K. She really wants to work on a horse farm, but she's not having any luck in Funchester. I know several people in the congregation who have horse farms, and I told her I'd see if one of them would let her come up for a few weeks to help out on a farm. She's psyched and I'd really like to have her. Not for the whole summer, but just for a few weeks. I'd like to take her to synagogue, too. I'd like her to experience some other faiths--other than the dreadful Catholicism in which we were raised.
I feel like my mood and my eating have been out of control lately. I'm not sure what's going on. I feel myself spiraling downward--it's like quicksand. I'm trying so hard to stay on top of it. I'm trying so hard to use my faith to help me through, as well as the meds and JH. I just feel like I can't go down now. I mean, I can't go down ever again. It's practically my JOB to be sane. Oh boy.
Well, off to look up vegetarian passover recipes.
I saw the movie Cache at the Visulite on Sunday. I absolutely loved it, but A hated it. It has a very "huh?!" ending, but it was so beautiful. It was so perplexing. The actors were phenomenal. I feel like I understood the movie. It didn't end with everything resolved, but there was at least a point to it. You understood why the people were going through what they did. Not like "Broken Flowers," where it ended and you were left wondering what the hell the point of all of it was. Plus I guess I'm biased towards French movies. Even though I speak it, I think it sounds so wonderful. It's so beautiful. I mean, when they're arguing, the tone is harsh, but the words are lyrical. It's an alluring combination.
Ooh, I've just been IMing K. She really wants to work on a horse farm, but she's not having any luck in Funchester. I know several people in the congregation who have horse farms, and I told her I'd see if one of them would let her come up for a few weeks to help out on a farm. She's psyched and I'd really like to have her. Not for the whole summer, but just for a few weeks. I'd like to take her to synagogue, too. I'd like her to experience some other faiths--other than the dreadful Catholicism in which we were raised.
I feel like my mood and my eating have been out of control lately. I'm not sure what's going on. I feel myself spiraling downward--it's like quicksand. I'm trying so hard to stay on top of it. I'm trying so hard to use my faith to help me through, as well as the meds and JH. I just feel like I can't go down now. I mean, I can't go down ever again. It's practically my JOB to be sane. Oh boy.
Well, off to look up vegetarian passover recipes.