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darrell was one of those people you thought to be immortal. like, nothing would ever kill him. he was so loud, cocky, and funny. i really really miss gym. i miss the weight room. and i almost miss watching him check himself out in the mirrors while lifting weights. it's incredible how shit like this happens. and it's also just surreal and leaves me dumbfounded. i don't know what to say. it's uncomprehendible why anyone has to die so young with their whole life laid out ahead of them, and then cut short.
it fucking sucks.
it fucking sucks.