I'm not really sure what's going on. I'm not sure how I feel about anything or anyone right now. I just don't know anymore.
Why can't I just try to be happy without you? Why am I shielding myself from everyone and everything but you? I guess I love you so much that it wouldn't feel so true if I didn't devote my heart to you. That didn't make sense.
What I guess I'm trying to say is I can't be happy unless it's with you and I don't think I want to be happy unless it's with you. Pathetic? Yeah, I knew it.
Sigh my life.