death becomes clearer thru bloodshoot eyes.
it's probably not good when you fall asleep at night working out how you would kill yourself. I came up with some pretty interesting ways. damnit i wish i didn't know my parents cared about me. i wish they were extremely evil bastards. It would be easier to cut them out of my life first so they wont feel it so much but... i don't want to wait that long. i wonder if they know they are the only things holding me back from walking away from everything. And's it's not so much out of my love for them... i just don't want to be the reason for my parents to completely shut down.
There is no sadness inside of me. because i want to die. I just feel constantly blank. I'm so damn tired. Fucking exausted from the games people play and don't reliese... exausted from the games i play. Fuck it.
I want to tie my arms around a tree (or handcuffs would work) behind me, and slit my wrist. That way even if I don't bleed to death then I will starve and go thru the pain i deserve. And the tree part is because no one would probably ever look for me or find me so close to home.
There is no sadness inside of me. because i want to die. I just feel constantly blank. I'm so damn tired. Fucking exausted from the games people play and don't reliese... exausted from the games i play. Fuck it.
I want to tie my arms around a tree (or handcuffs would work) behind me, and slit my wrist. That way even if I don't bleed to death then I will starve and go thru the pain i deserve. And the tree part is because no one would probably ever look for me or find me so close to home.