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[pleasedaspunch]

The funny thing is about all of this... is it was at MY CHURCH... in front of my eyes... im pretty sure you played me off as a phsyco... but u know what... the truth is u are the psycho michael hughes... you broke my heart again... ok so here is the deal hughes... you beat me... we were kinda together after that cuz i am an idiot... but then you screwed around with other girls... AND me... something i realized about u tonight is that... you michael hughes... only want action... and you will take from anyone... a slut, girls you dont know, or a 13 year old... I dont want to be seen as the bitter ex... but u have broken my heart so much... you have taken me... broken my heart and just left me there... abandonned... i hope you are happy bcuz you lost the best girl that you will ever get... you said it urself many times... i guess blondes do it better huh michael? i dont care if you want to move on.. give a girl your towel... kiss her... hold her... love her! but dont do it infront of my f-ing face... like how stupid can you be? IT WAS MY CHURCH EVENT.... for goodness sakes... you didnt need to be there... you made it miserable... you see... i love you... but i cant be in love with you because be in love with you hurts too much... you just know how to hurt me and b reak my heart... the reason God doesnt give me someone new someone much better than you is because i cant seem toget over you after all you have done to me... i cant get over you... its impossible... but i am gonna have to learn huh? cuz u want to sleep with anyone you can get your hands on...

I wont be sleeping tonight... probably gonna write a song... or a poem or something to get my mind off of the jerkyest guy EVER!

besides that fourth of july was great... fireworks were awesome... and T___ is a qt!! haha!
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