as if you care..
i don't think i ever fell asleep last night. i rolled around all night. i should have taken my sleeping meds. i was already awake when my sister snuck into my room to steal some of my clothes and i told her to get the hell out. so i took a warm bath, because i can always fall asleep in the bath. no luck. then i laid naked in my bed and tossed and turned. then i got dressed and finally fell asleep in my mom's bed. i slept all day. missed class again. i got up to eat but couldn't do it. i drank juice and took my pills instead. i've lost ten pounds mysteriously. my mom thinks i'm starving myself but i eat all the time. i always have this weird empty headache. my nose stud fell out yesterday and i didn't notice so i don't have my nose pierced anymore. i'll just get some tattoos instead. i hate always initiating things with this person, maybe they don't want it anymore. i took another bath. it didn't make me feel any better. i'm sort of falling apart. i love when my boyfriend learns songs on the guitar and plays them for me. i'm actually somewhat happy lately. except i'm probably going to die soon.