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Aug 24, 2011 13:34

I'm a virgin, but I don't want to be. The problem is that the person I want to lose it to disappeared ages ago.

I think I'm still in love with him.

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starryeyed_cass August 29 2011, 02:52:51 UTC
I'm sorry he's not around anymore, that you've lost that one special person you did want to lose it with.

And it's okay to still be in love with them.

I think the people we fall in love with, we don't really ever fall out of love with them.

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please_see_me August 29 2011, 03:01:22 UTC
Do you think?

I guess that makes sense. And it makes me feel less lame for still being crazy about him. He wasn't even my boyfriend. He had a girlfriend back home, and he missed her a LOT. I don't... think he ever really saw me that way, y'know? But I still loved him.

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starryeyed_cass August 29 2011, 03:19:23 UTC
Yeah, I think so.

I get what you mean. Back home, I had a boyfriend and we were together for a few years. But he stopped loving me and we split up. Even though he got a new girlfriend and moved on and stuff, I didn't stop loving him.

But it's not lame or anything.

The main thing is, is don't let yourself get upset about it. It's okay to love him still, but don't let it control you. Sometimes you might do silly things you might regret because of it.

[Cassie has done said silly things, Dusty. She wouldn't like for you to do the same.]

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please_see_me August 29 2011, 03:38:57 UTC
Oh, I don't. I mean. I had a girlfriend? Um, but she dumped me. It... it wasn't that long ago, for me. It still hurts and I don't really know what to do without her.

I had a friend named Indy who was gonna help me. But she's... gone now. I don't know what happened to her.

I'm sorry, I'm getting all whiny and I really don't have it all that bad! My room here is really nice, and there's a big kitchen and I can make brownies and stuff and everybody's so nice. :)

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starryeyed_cass September 3 2011, 20:47:47 UTC
I'm very sorry to hear that.

That's quite alright. I think everyone needs to be a little whiny sometimes, especially in places like Chicago. As long as we're not whiny all the time.

Ohh, are you in Kashtta?

And yes, making brownies is the best. And rainbow cake! :D

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please_see_me September 3 2011, 21:30:51 UTC
I am!!! Are you? you can totally make brownies with me if you want!! :D How do you make rainbow cake?? I have a new friend named Mark who calls me Rainbow Brite, i would totally make him rainbow cupcakes as a thank you for being so nice to me!

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starryeyed_cass September 5 2011, 02:28:52 UTC
I am indeed! :)

That would be lovely, I love to bake!

Oh, it's really easy. You separate the cake mixture into separate bowls and add food colouring to it. Then you just pour it into the cake tray thingy in any order you want and it makes a rainbow cake once you've baked it!

I haven't tried it with cupcakes before, this should definitely be done!

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