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i don't like the way my life is right now. i have everything i want, but i'm not happy with how the things i want are right now. it's a hypocritical mess. and ironic as well. i hope this weekend is amazing. because right now things are just mediocre. exactly what i want happened, but it's nothing like i thought it would be. mediocre is the perfect word to discribe it. fuck mediocre.