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[plead_the_x5th]

just writing

any input?

I wrote it in like 5 minutes.

not really the best.

but very representative of how I'm currently feeling

You see me as you want to see me.
You judge me as you want to judge me.
You look at me the way the world looks at me,
Not bothering to see the real me.
You hate me because it’s easier than for you to love me.
The world is full of people like you.
Predictable, boring, and fake.
It’s easier to pretend, then to admit you hate.
In a world where it’s easier to lie
Than to be completely true.
In a world where it’s easier to lie,
than to be true, I can’t help not wanting
to be anything like you.
I feel like the lone soldier,
On the journey to hell.
You hate me for being me, I hate you
For never letting me meet the real you.
I hate you for letting me meet someone
Who isn’t close to you being true.
You don’t like me because I’m mean,
I hate you for letting me like someone
You’re not.
I’d rather be loved for being me,
Than be hated for being anything close to you.
In such a chaotic world, it’s hard to imagine that
It’s such a disastrous yet beautiful mess.
You see what you want to see, not bothering
To see the beauty of a beautiful disaster.
You dream with your eyes wide shut,
I choose to live with my eyes wide open.
The world gives you one time to live,
So live like there’s no tomorrow, fuck like
There’s no tomorrow, and do as many
Damn drugs so that you can’t seem to remember
Your yesterday.
The world is the one chance to open your eyes
And turn your dreams into a reality.
Live and learn.
Cry and laugh.
Love and hate.
Dream and Live.
Allow yourself to embrace the pain, the beauty, and
The chaos the world has to offer.