Dec 03, 2005 07:00
Someone not worth mentioning has opened my eyes. He made me see my life and the world with a clearer vision.I don't need a man to make me happy anymore. I dont need a man to make my life complete. Although one day i do hope to fall in love and have a family of my own. But right now i'm satisfied with being just me.
I have done things in the past that i am not proud of. I have insulted people and made them feel like shit. But that was in the past. Instead of trying to erase the past i'm ready to draw my future. A brand new me that dosen't depend on anyone but herself..and her music of course. Without music i probably would have died along time ago. Thanks to Wednesday 13,Murderdolls,The Frankenstein Drag Queens,Alice Cooper,and Guns N'Roses i am who i am today. Those are the bands that make me happy. No matter what mood i'm in hearing their music just makes me smile.
If i have ever offended anyone on this site. I am truly sorry with all of my heart. 1-2 years ago i was an immature cunt who got kicks from other ppls misery. Well now that person has changed. I dont want to see anyone hurt or angry with me. I have turned into an adult and i have opened my eyes to a different world. A different way of life that i never would have seen in the past. To tell you the truth it feels fantastic. I am now a loving, caring person. But from time to time i do get bitchy. But what woman dosen't?