Sep 12, 2004 22:15
ahh yes..the first week of school made me remember just how much i f'ing hate it.
the first day wasnt bad and neither were the other 2, its just that there is something about being there that i cant stand.
I may start doing an online highschool thing!! Itll be grand if i can do it! I need a job first to pay for the programs but that shouldnt be too hard. i really hope i can do this cause it would make life alot less stressful. ill be able to work good hours so i can get paid well, while still going to school and have time for a social life...GLORIOUS!
this was a great weekend. I hungout with Dallas alot, man that guy is crazy. being around him seems the bring the fun out in people...its awesome. im glad we started hanging out again, i cant wait to start writing with him.
OTHER NONSENSE RUNNING THROUGH MY HEAD:
i hope i dont contradict things i say and do as much as others do. it hurts my brain, but of course if i bring it up they'll take it the wrong way. oh well...
ive realized why alchohol bothers me so much, i dont trust people when they drink because i know how people get when they do. they say and do shit that that dont mean to do (or that they want to do subconciously) and it almost always causes problems. yeah...so thats why i dont do it.
Thursday's WAR ALL OF THE TIME album is really amazing, i love it! check it out if you havent already
thats enough nonsense out of me for now
i do all i can but for some reason it doesnt always seem like enough...
~Gabe