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[playwithfire5]

its a total trip
what to do with a day
beautiful and breezy
but meaning what?
i dont' know where to place my feet
except into the tub
shower off the
indecision and kill 10 minutes.
its hot and cold
when its really hot.

i pick the same outfit as usual because its comfortable.
I don't know why I run every night
after work.
i'm always sad after.

i wish i had my friends again.
but, i'm not who they knew
and it's too hard to pretend.

i'm alone
completely
and it's terrifying,
to know that I can
do it
alone, completely.