I can't STAND being here any longer, i'm going to freaking lose it.
On a better note-
I went to acupuncture today, it was very nice. He thinks my element is fire, , which, makes sense, but i told him that Im always debating between fire and earth, because i'm so grounded. And he made an intersting point, that just because someone is supposedely 'left brained and in very much in their body', etc, dosn't mean that they are grounded, and that someone who is caught up in spiritual bliss or intuition etc can be more grounded than someone who thinks they're grounded just because they're focused in the physical and material reality.
I liked how he said that to me. It made me think. He also thought that that Woman ("Today is Febuary second two thousand and five. It will never be Febuary second two thousand and five ever again!") was a nut case too. He didn't even stay for the whole workshop when he first went back in '88. hahhaha, i loved it. He said that you learn to love her...
He did an organ cleansing, which were all points on my back. It was an interesting experience, a chakra that i never knew existed opened in my back. It felt so fing good. He said the cleansing was all about letting go of years of accumulation, and i was thinking that the chakra on my back that opened was counterpoint to my heart chakra, , , the front would be 'taking into' my heart, and on my back/yang side of my body, all about giving out, letting go, of shit in my heart. I dont' know, it was just a thought.
I have my CAT scan tomorrow, so we'll see if i'm dying.
I also have my 'surgery' for the infected hair follicle tomorrow. fucking thats going to be fun.
But, after tonight, I DON'T HAVE TO WORK HERE FOR ANOTHER WEEK!!! thank god. i am so SICK. of people coming up to me,
"can i get my medication",
"we need more milk",
"Is Lloyd here, could you get him",
"Are there any more small garbage bags",
"My boss called, he's coming to pick me up tomorrow, we have to go to this job down in Watervielt....ETC.",
"Did you talk to Barbara? Is she getting my chore?"
"Hey Beautiful, how come you are so good looking?" -------- THAT being said by this creepy guy, who, i really don't like because he has a bad attitude, and also because he says things like taht to me! I'm like, uhhhhhhhh, and just kind of ignore him. I mean, i think hes just kidding with me, but it makes me feel uncomfortable.......and yea yea yea, i know, i should just say "you know what Sherman, when you say things like that to me, I feel uncomfortable, so could you please not say them" But, I dont' because I don't feel like distrubing the peace. whatever, i know i'm lame, so just shtu up.
So the Trip in the RV should be a Trip. My mom, favorite aunt, favorite little cousins, and my sister, in the RV for a week. But, I can't wait to just be at the fucking beach, even if its only a New Jersey beach. I grew up down there, every single year we'd go down to Wildwood man, they are some of my best childhood memories.
I think this year, for the first time ever in my whole entire life, i'm going to get a fucking two piece bathing suit. Because, firstly, its too hot and i'm getting too annoyed wearing a one piece especially when you have to go to the bathroom or get changed. Secondly, i want a good tan on my whole body. So, yea, i'm getting one. A black one, because, I only really like to wear black underwear.
Alright, enough for now. I can't wait to go home so i can tap into some watermelon....fuckin a. i could seriously eat a whole one. A whole watermelon. hahaha, how crazy is that???? Pretty.
peace out biotches-
I went to acupuncture today, it was very nice. He thinks my element is fire, , which, makes sense, but i told him that Im always debating between fire and earth, because i'm so grounded. And he made an intersting point, that just because someone is supposedely 'left brained and in very much in their body', etc, dosn't mean that they are grounded, and that someone who is caught up in spiritual bliss or intuition etc can be more grounded than someone who thinks they're grounded just because they're focused in the physical and material reality.
I liked how he said that to me. It made me think. He also thought that that Woman ("Today is Febuary second two thousand and five. It will never be Febuary second two thousand and five ever again!") was a nut case too. He didn't even stay for the whole workshop when he first went back in '88. hahhaha, i loved it. He said that you learn to love her...
He did an organ cleansing, which were all points on my back. It was an interesting experience, a chakra that i never knew existed opened in my back. It felt so fing good. He said the cleansing was all about letting go of years of accumulation, and i was thinking that the chakra on my back that opened was counterpoint to my heart chakra, , , the front would be 'taking into' my heart, and on my back/yang side of my body, all about giving out, letting go, of shit in my heart. I dont' know, it was just a thought.
I have my CAT scan tomorrow, so we'll see if i'm dying.
I also have my 'surgery' for the infected hair follicle tomorrow. fucking thats going to be fun.
But, after tonight, I DON'T HAVE TO WORK HERE FOR ANOTHER WEEK!!! thank god. i am so SICK. of people coming up to me,
"can i get my medication",
"we need more milk",
"Is Lloyd here, could you get him",
"Are there any more small garbage bags",
"My boss called, he's coming to pick me up tomorrow, we have to go to this job down in Watervielt....ETC.",
"Did you talk to Barbara? Is she getting my chore?"
"Hey Beautiful, how come you are so good looking?" -------- THAT being said by this creepy guy, who, i really don't like because he has a bad attitude, and also because he says things like taht to me! I'm like, uhhhhhhhh, and just kind of ignore him. I mean, i think hes just kidding with me, but it makes me feel uncomfortable.......and yea yea yea, i know, i should just say "you know what Sherman, when you say things like that to me, I feel uncomfortable, so could you please not say them" But, I dont' because I don't feel like distrubing the peace. whatever, i know i'm lame, so just shtu up.
So the Trip in the RV should be a Trip. My mom, favorite aunt, favorite little cousins, and my sister, in the RV for a week. But, I can't wait to just be at the fucking beach, even if its only a New Jersey beach. I grew up down there, every single year we'd go down to Wildwood man, they are some of my best childhood memories.
I think this year, for the first time ever in my whole entire life, i'm going to get a fucking two piece bathing suit. Because, firstly, its too hot and i'm getting too annoyed wearing a one piece especially when you have to go to the bathroom or get changed. Secondly, i want a good tan on my whole body. So, yea, i'm getting one. A black one, because, I only really like to wear black underwear.
Alright, enough for now. I can't wait to go home so i can tap into some watermelon....fuckin a. i could seriously eat a whole one. A whole watermelon. hahaha, how crazy is that???? Pretty.
peace out biotches-