mkay so I havent been online since Jenns birthday. Got it turned back on last night. So much has changed in so little time. I dont even know where to begin. Aedon, my little man..hes 2 goin on 9. too mature for his own good, keeps me in check. Keylah is walking now, just turned 1 on the 8th says "thank you" "Uhh ohh" "dada, ball, dog, cat" calles Aedon "Eggy" has an attitude. Se gets what she wants when she wants or youll hear about it all night. Its rough. Frank got a new job, left his old almost 5 years into homedepot job. He works far and has crazy hours but finally im able to feel COMFORTABLE making sure we have enough to eat and the bills are paid, im not living paycheck to paycheck. I can save. woot. My family in SD has a huge S.O.S. sign above their heads.
Every one can start prayin for my mommy.She needs it. shes a strong woman, God has made her that way, but shes sick again, and life is short, i just want her to be happy. Mo and My BRO might be gettin closer in the next few years hopfully IF THEYLL MAKE UP THEIR FRIGGIN MINDS. lol. My dad has changes alot in the past months. It hurts when all i want to do is hug him and i cant.I know things will work out between him and my mom even if they only can be friends. Im getting stronger. I feel better than I ever have. one day at a time. dont worry about the things you cant change.
Ill upload much more tonight.
peace out bitches
"boggqe"