This is a hard one.
I cant ignore what my body is telling me to feel.
im blocking it out every time it comes up.
I cant handle the heart ace, i see in his eyes.
He looks so lost.
I cant imagine how sorry he is.
I cant imagine the pain his heart feels.
3 men in my life...less than 4 months...lost a marriage. A bond. A life.
For what?
Its hard for me to understand.
It took me 5 years to Wed this man.
I can tell you anything about him.
Took me 5 years to know him
Took me 5 years to understand him
to live his flaws
his past
his thick his thin.
his joy his happiness.
Built a foundation in 5 years that can hold ANYTHING you build on top.
Even though every one didnt understand why we didnt do it sooner...we did. It was smart.
we can withstand any weather.
now I have this. years lost. FOR WHAT? forget it all...like it never happened.What a waste. What pitty. what heart ace.
I dont understand. It hurts too much to try. Im gonna set an example that good ol' fashoned love, stick together forever...can work. FUCK DEVORCE.
Till death do we part. (laughs)
anyway.
These fancy things, will never come in between
You're part of my entity, here for Infinity
When the war has took it's part
When the world has dealt it's cards
If the hand is hard, together we'll mend your heart
Because
When the sun shines, we’ll shine together
Told you I'll be here forever
Said I'll always be a friend
Took an oath I'ma stick it out till the end
Now that it's raining more than ever
Know that we'll still have each other
You can stand under my umbrella
You can stand under my umbrella
(Ella ella eh eh eh)
Pop yo colla. lol.
im blocking it out every time it comes up.
I cant handle the heart ace, i see in his eyes.
He looks so lost.
I cant imagine how sorry he is.
I cant imagine the pain his heart feels.
3 men in my life...less than 4 months...lost a marriage. A bond. A life.
For what?
Its hard for me to understand.
It took me 5 years to Wed this man.
I can tell you anything about him.
Took me 5 years to know him
Took me 5 years to understand him
to live his flaws
his past
his thick his thin.
his joy his happiness.
Built a foundation in 5 years that can hold ANYTHING you build on top.
Even though every one didnt understand why we didnt do it sooner...we did. It was smart.
we can withstand any weather.
now I have this. years lost. FOR WHAT? forget it all...like it never happened.What a waste. What pitty. what heart ace.
I dont understand. It hurts too much to try. Im gonna set an example that good ol' fashoned love, stick together forever...can work. FUCK DEVORCE.
Till death do we part. (laughs)
anyway.
These fancy things, will never come in between
You're part of my entity, here for Infinity
When the war has took it's part
When the world has dealt it's cards
If the hand is hard, together we'll mend your heart
Because
When the sun shines, we’ll shine together
Told you I'll be here forever
Said I'll always be a friend
Took an oath I'ma stick it out till the end
Now that it's raining more than ever
Know that we'll still have each other
You can stand under my umbrella
You can stand under my umbrella
(Ella ella eh eh eh)
Pop yo colla. lol.