So much is going on in my life right now. I look around at everything I have and im so greatful. I dont have much and yet i think I can honestly say I have everything. I hate whats going on in his and her life (not my children). They are two totally different people now. They were together so long. I hate the hate. I hate the tears. I hate feeling involved. My green eyes weren't hid from it when I was 8......but focusing on my new Husband and family who needs me and I them....Ive learned to sheild myself. (grabs mp3 player and sweatpants) Im going for a long run in the desert.