Uh, first of all - if posting using a sock is a problem, that's cool. I'm just too chickenshit to post this using my personal journal and I couldn't think of anywhere else (active) to ask and it's really been bugging me and - so yes, sock, if that's a problem do whatever you do with problematic socks and I won't fuss.
Anyway.
Did anyone else think that Fujiwara's actions (with the black magic and Darkness and - yeah, those actions) were meant to be seen as a form of suicide?
Did anyone else see it that way regardless of what the intentions might have been?
Because... I always have. And the reactions to it - Fubuki's specifically - only made me more certain of it. I thought it was obvious.
But I was talking to someone recently and they were basically NO YOU ARE LOOKING AT IT WRONG WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU, and I've been thinking about this way more than I should have.
It bothers me. Which is totally stupid, but... it still bothers me. A lot.
I'm not really expecting any incredibly insightful discussion out of this. A "yes" or "no" or "what is wrong with you seriously" would be fine. But hey, if you want to discuss it, sure.