hmpf
School is going okay. I have a few more shoots to do to finish my assignments. Then I have to edit them all and stuff. At least I'm not falling behind. 15 students got the boot yesterday because they had missed so much school and had poor marks. One of them was my partner for the next speech that we have to do. ugh.
I have been really tired for a long time but today even getting out of my seat and walking down the hall I felt like I was going to black out. I wish I would get better. I am nineteen but I feel like I am seventy five. Every morning when I wake up my body aches like it needs to stay resting and it feels like I have already been working for hours. In the past week or two I have been waking up covered in sweat from some dreams but I can never remember what I was dreaming of and its not like waking up from a regular bad dream.
I need to get better. I need to get happy. I need to get away. I can't wait for graduation so I can go somewhere that doesn't die for five months of the year. I can't wait to not die with it.